Current mood:	drained
Current music:	Yonekura Chihiro (Groove Adventure Rave) - 'Butterfly Kiss'

Tired...
I am so fronging tired, but as usual I can't sleep no matter how hard I try and I can't take any sort of sleeping pills because of my medication, that is unless I want to lie knocked out in a self-induced coma for a few months. Which wouldn't necessarily be all that bad had I not needed to work to support myself, because if I'm in a fronging coma no one but me can pay the hospital bills. So here I am sitting up after nearly two days straight without sleep and I'm freaking hyper for some unknown reason, why I seem to get a buzz off of having no sleep I'll never know, but I feel like I could run a marathon through the city and not even break into a sweat. As it is I'm already about ready to bounce off the walls, but at least I'd fit in with all the other freaking loonies at this apartment complex; maybe I'll go up and join the party animals for absolutely no reason later tonight (not like I have anything better to do, and the fact that they don't give a damn who walks in and joins their party).

Strangely haven't seen Walker in awhile, but that's probably because I'm dirt poor and can't afford any alcohol at the moment, that and I'm trying to quit drinking seeing as it's probably going to seriously mess me up thanks to my damn meds. I guess in a way it's good to be left to myself for awhile seeing as I'm naturally a loner and that I see little reason to be around other people unless absolutely necessary (aka work and college), besides I seem to work a lot better by myself. But speaking of college, I should be getting my associates degree in Webdesign at the end of this coming school year and then I plan on moving to a new apartment and after a year or so transfer out of the country. Hopefully things will work out as I planned, but then again life never goes as you plan it or so it seems (hence why I was rejected by an art college ><;;; ).

Also I'm in the process of getting set up for my first psychologist visit. Whee! Now I'll end up paying a total stranger to tell me I'm crazy when I could've figured that out myself for free.

My f@#%ing insurance on my bike suddenly went up too so I had to call the damn insurance company to bitch at them about why it suddenly changed, and guess what they told me? They said it was because I 'switched' vehicles and that I'd have to pay them almost the cost of my bike payment each month for 3 stinking months. ><;;;;; F@#^ing money-grubbing insurance company, I don't know why the f#%@ing hell that they decided to dump this into my lap out of the blue (especially after I've had my new bike for awhile now) but go figure that this damn system sucks. Next time I get in a freaking vehicular accident I'll make sure I die in the process that way I don't have to put up with this stupid shit, but knowing my luck if there's another side I'll probably end up having to put up with it either way.



But that's pretty much the update for now, and as you probably already noticed I once more changed my LJ layout, this time to a Groove Adventure Rave (aka Rave Master in English) theme, namely Plue in particular though. If you've never heard of the series I suggest you check it out (both the anime and manga), the manga is available from TokyoPop up to volume 8 so far (I believe) and the anime airs on Cartoon Network every Saturday night at 8:30 eastern/pacific.

So by the power of RAVE I command you to watch it damn you!

Or risk getting impaled when I chuck Plue at you.



I think I've got to get off this thing now...don't even know wtf I'm typing anymore, almost like I've got adult ADD or something (probably just the lack of sleep taking its effect). So I'll just leave things at that.






-Raz